'For God has said

"Never Will I leave you,

Never will I forsake you."'

Hebrews 13:5

So I have this really big problem with getting annoyed with people and right now I'm annoyed with a number of different people and i am so glad I'm at home! You have no idea! I'm going absolutely crazy!
God, God, God, God please, please help me have patience with people!
So i'm teaching clubs this summer, i can't wait to teach alone! it sounds really mean but I work alone (kind of like super man)
God, God, God please help me have patience. Please
I love children to death and none of them have bothered me ONE bit....teenagers on the other hand! ARRRRRRRGGGGG
God, God, God please help me have patience. PLEASE!
So I also miss people really easily...and it's really hard for me to be away from people I care about alot and right now i'm feeling so distant and so far away from people and persons and person I just want to cry....but i have this thing....and i don't cry.
I don't cry if i'm around people, alone, or just with my best friends.
Healthy? pretty sure it's not, i kind of don't let myself cry, i feel like it...i feel like it ALOT but I feel like...like...well...like i lost my toughness and i feel less i don't know, Me i just don't cry.
But right now, i'm feeling discouraged, i'm feeling lonely, I'm annoyed, and most of all I'm missing. I've been missing for so long...and it's not getting better because, it feels like I wait and I wait and then I don't have to...well at least i don't think i have to, and then I wait some more.
GOD! GOD! GOD please help me have patience!!! PLEASE!
I need patience this summer! Also prayer please I'm getting discouraged and Satan is attacking me with the littlest things and they are getting to me!
Wow, i really had to rant and you know what even if no one reads that i'm okay with that.
I had to rant.