Thursday, May 28, 2009

Aren't friends supposed to be there when you're upset? aren't they supposed to hold you when you cry? aren't they supposed to be there always? listen to you no matter how stupid you sound or if you've said it already a million times? aren't they supposed to care?
but i guess you guys are different,
I tell you my uncle dies you say "Oh snap that sucks" or "that really sucks"
I tell you how much i like that one guy you say "You won't see him anymore after schools over."
I want you to believe in me but instead you say "You can't do it, but maybe when you're older"
You say you don't want to loose me you say that you really care for me, you say you're my best friend...then why do you who has known me for so long treat me like i'm nothing?
why do my friends who i met just this year, care so much more? they hold me when i'm crying and comfort me, they listen to my on going ranting about him, why do you tell me to shut up? why do you hurt me so? always, i never go home encouraged when i'm with you..both of you. you hurt me so.
I want to be done with you! I really do
but i can't because i love you guys...though i don't get love in return, i'll still listen to you, you can cry into my shoulder if you want to, it's okay i won't bother you with my troubles anymore.
i just want you guys to have a good friend, because i know how much it hurts when they don't care.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

P.R.A.Y


pray

pray

pray

pray

pray

pray

pray

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pray

Pray Always


Monday, May 11, 2009

It started out as a feeling
which then grew into a hope
which then turned into a quiet thought
which then turned into a quiet word

and then the word grew louder and louder
until it was a battle cry