Tears don't fall

Everyday it's always the same, I'll live without showing it, I can fake a smile for a while, I won't cry, no I won't..I'll smile, all day. I'll act like every things okay, as i wait for it to fade away.
No one needs ask, or act like they care. It doesn't matter to me,
I'll just let it be...hopefully...maybe....after a while....
I won't let tears fall, I can keep living like this, I'll get over it..it's just a phase, it's only been going on for a few days....or months. Hold on, I'll take a deep breath, I'll laugh it off, my life's okay...no my life's good, it's just everyone wishes they could, they could have more, I need to shut that door, and open another, this is stupid, i don't know where to put my punctuations. I need to sing a song, it'll be out of tune, I'll scream until i fill this room, but i won't cry, no i won't, I'm not going to die, it's not that bad, so don't worry, it's just a phase I'll get over it, it just might take a bit, but don't worry i won't cry.

Now I see
now i see the walls i've built are falling and your waves of grace are washing over me

The joys of the changeroom floor.

Oh, how i love you.

I don't think you have a clue,

but it's really true,

ever since i've met you,

school is just amazingly awesome,

it's so much fun,

we can act dumb,

the change room floors are a blast,

snap the picture fast,

the floor smells really bad,

i'm so glad

taht we are friends <3