Saturday, December 27, 2008
Friday, December 26, 2008
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Tears don't fall
Everyday it's always the same, I'll live without showing it, I can fake a smile for a while, I won't cry, no I won't..I'll smile, all day. I'll act like every things okay, as i wait for it to fade away.
No one needs ask, or act like they care. It doesn't matter to me,
I'll just let it be...hopefully...maybe....after a while....
I won't let tears fall, I can keep living like this, I'll get over it..it's just a phase, it's only been going on for a few days....or months. Hold on, I'll take a deep breath, I'll laugh it off, my life's okay...no my life's good, it's just everyone wishes they could, they could have more, I need to shut that door, and open another, this is stupid, i don't know where to put my punctuations. I need to sing a song, it'll be out of tune, I'll scream until i fill this room, but i won't cry, no i won't, I'm not going to die, it's not that bad, so don't worry, it's just a phase I'll get over it, it just might take a bit, but don't worry i won't cry.
No one needs ask, or act like they care. It doesn't matter to me,
I'll just let it be...hopefully...maybe....after a while....
I won't let tears fall, I can keep living like this, I'll get over it..it's just a phase, it's only been going on for a few days....or months. Hold on, I'll take a deep breath, I'll laugh it off, my life's okay...no my life's good, it's just everyone wishes they could, they could have more, I need to shut that door, and open another, this is stupid, i don't know where to put my punctuations. I need to sing a song, it'll be out of tune, I'll scream until i fill this room, but i won't cry, no i won't, I'm not going to die, it's not that bad, so don't worry, it's just a phase I'll get over it, it just might take a bit, but don't worry i won't cry.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Monday, December 8, 2008
The joys of the changeroom floor.
I don't think you have a clue,
but it's really true,
ever since i've met you,
school is just amazingly awesome,
it's so much fun,
we can act dumb,
the change room floors are a blast,
snap the picture fast,
the floor smells really bad,
i'm so glad
taht we are friends <3
Sunday, November 30, 2008
how i hate it.....but how i love it
Facebook,
It get's you hooked
you'll never leave
it'll stick out your sleeve
I hate it
I want to leave it
but then i'll miss it
won't know who he's dating
or who she's hating
it's a giant gossip fest
you can try your best
but you'll just find out the rest
I wish i could click sign out
but the more i think the more i doubt
I don't even know what to think about
it's just facebook
It get's you hooked
you'll never leave
it'll stick out your sleeve
I hate it
I want to leave it
but then i'll miss it
won't know who he's dating
or who she's hating
it's a giant gossip fest
you can try your best
but you'll just find out the rest
I wish i could click sign out
but the more i think the more i doubt
I don't even know what to think about
it's just facebook
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Sunday, October 5, 2008
heartbroken with the piercing blade
I love you.
Why do you hurt yourself?
lies come out of your mouth
I gives hi's and goodbyes,
but they fade away,
with each cut that marks it's way,
I don't know what to say,
the bandana around your wrist,
as it slips when your eating your banana,
you quickly fix it,
tears fill my eyes,
why?
your suicidal,
that knifes your idol,
I'll give you a call,
I just don't want to watch you fall,
you don't have to be as pretty as sarah ball,
Please meet me at the mall.
I pray,
that you'll stay.
please put that knife away.
My heart is breaking,
I don't want you to disapear,
I'm always here,
just talk my dear.
I love you.
So please don't be in the blue.
I don't have a clue.
Why,
but I don't want to say good-bye.
Please I love you.
Why do you hurt yourself?
lies come out of your mouth
I gives hi's and goodbyes,
but they fade away,
with each cut that marks it's way,
I don't know what to say,
the bandana around your wrist,
as it slips when your eating your banana,
you quickly fix it,
tears fill my eyes,
why?
your suicidal,
that knifes your idol,
I'll give you a call,
I just don't want to watch you fall,
you don't have to be as pretty as sarah ball,
Please meet me at the mall.
I pray,
that you'll stay.
please put that knife away.
My heart is breaking,
I don't want you to disapear,
I'm always here,
just talk my dear.
I love you.
So please don't be in the blue.
I don't have a clue.
Why,
but I don't want to say good-bye.
Please I love you.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Monday, August 11, 2008
"Hello? are you there?"
"Yes"
"HELLOOO!!!???!!!! I said are you there?"
"Yes, I'm here"
"why did you leave me? why aren't you here?"
"I didn't leave you I'm here, just listen"
"where 'I kissed a..' are you? 'smack that all on the....' why aren't you answering? "la, la ,la lick me like a....' I'M LISTENING where 'don't call me baby...' are you?"
"Yes"
"HELLOOO!!!???!!!! I said are you there?"
"Yes, I'm here"
"why did you leave me? why aren't you here?"
"I didn't leave you I'm here, just listen"
"where 'I kissed a..' are you? 'smack that all on the....' why aren't you answering? "la, la ,la lick me like a....' I'M LISTENING where 'don't call me baby...' are you?"
"I'm here!"
where? I can't find you!! He keeps pulling me, deeper and deeper, WAIT! it stopped, he stopped, NO! I'm stronger, your closer, NO! I'm closer. I feel, I'm starting to feel, I still can't see I'm still not close enough, but I'm not as deep. I love you. I'm so caught up, in this world, its hard to breath, it's so smokey...I'll just reach out my hand...please....please.....take it, show me the way!!!!!
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Monday, June 2, 2008
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